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Saturday, September 27, 2003
sighx.. prelims are not even officially over and im already taking it as if it is over. will there be a twist at the very end? oh wells.. not likely.. sighx..cant seem to stop thinking of it watched turn left turn right..lalax.. ahahx.. a funny nice yet superbly aggravating show. pure agony..ahhax. imagine u're searching for someone u like for days and months and yet, he/she is always a short distance away from u.. and in the end, u find out that u were actually neighbours?! and to think u were searching high and low..here and there.. aahx.gosh. anyway, listening to songs from the forbidden city soundtrack now..gosh.. it so nice.. sighx.. its so saddening that i cant catch it. sighx. the last show is tmr.. yea..sighx.its already extended..so i doubt they'll extend it further.. furthermore, they're showing this for the second time due to popular demand. sigherx. sad case. sighx.. been told that i haven been in the.. i dont know.. very right of mood for the past two weeks or so. sighx. seriously did not realize it myself. ahahx. sighx.. was pretty shocked upon finding out...ahahx..haix~ to those that ive been interacting with during those times.. im really sorry.. din realize it at all.. sobx..sorryx =| facade-x reminiscing 22:27 + + + hmx..sighx.. was suppose to leave the house like 30 mins ago..but sighx..feel so lazy. ahhhhh.. laziness.. arghx. hmx.. slept throughout the whole of last night. pure luxuary..ahhax.. ahhax..was pretty hyper yesterday..ahhax.. resulting in total deadness at night. gdness..hmx..cox i watched twister yest. then when i was trying to think of some excuse or sth.. i started thinking that can say that hafta study chem so shd wear sth metallic so as to see what stuff will be attracted to the metal.. while sitting in the midst of a tornado.. ahahahx... gdness..sound so dumb now.. but it seriously seemed logical last night..ahahax.. Kks.. really gotta go get ready and leave the house soon! lalalx...and then.. its hi to work tonight again.. bleahx facade-x reminiscing 11:29 + + + : : sowed the seeds of my very own destruction : : hmx.. 3rd last paper today.. i suppose im suppose to feel relieved..but somehow, i dont. hmx.. oh yar..forgot to bring calculator for chem paper today.. gosh..was just astonished with ying for not bringing and a few mins later, i realized that i din bring either. ahahx..oh goSh.. ahahx..borrowed frm wanzhen and her friend..hmx..they were having maths lessons.. felt so bad.. hmx.. phy prac on mon and e maths paper 1 on tues.. sighx..reality struck today. sinking deeper and deeper with every second passed. it occured to me that i seriously screwed up aLL my papers. sighx.. come to think of it.. its true. how.. i dont know..its kinda over.. all i can do now is work seriously damn hard for Os.. but. what am i going to do for the first 3 months?! dont think my results will be acceptable for JCs.. and theres no first 3 mths for poly..so.. what am i gonna do?! i dont know.. siGhx.. if i dont work extremely super hard this next month for Os, i can simply go and kill myself. its simply this or that. the harshness of the reality. the studpidity and laziness of myself. sighx.. enough of prelims..hmx.. shall lax for one day today..and start practicing maths tmr.. lalax... oh yea!! i Just realized that theres a mits blog specially for the sec4s! ahahx.. hmx.. but i still have not found out whats the username and password..bleahx.. sighx.. lalax... shall be back later..goSh..it has been such a long time since i last came online..ahahx..act..its oNly 1 wk..but it seems so long...in this case. yea. lalax.. wanzhen: heyx man..thanks~ facade-x reminiscing 10:59 + + + oh man..it has been such a long time since i last used my lap top.. missed it.. ahahx.. oh yea.. din go for rciy on fri..hmx..somehow, i dont really feel bad. ahhx..sighx.. i suppose i feel bad for not feeling bad for not going for it..hmx...ahahx.. sighx. wanted to use the time to study..bUt..arghx. sighx.. chem\bio paper 1 and bio main paper tmr.. sighx..suCks.. was planning to depend on my chem bio for science..and now..ahhh..no hope..sighx.. how to finish all in time?!? sighx.. the only consolation is that chem main paper is on fri.. sighx..very very small..no doubt..but still a consolation.. sighx.. no time no time no time!! yanx is in manila now.. haix..lucky..yet unlucky girl get to skip tmr's paper.. hmx.. hope her competition goes well.. lalax.. sighx.. have concluded that although sleeping is simply fantastic, its quite a complete waste of timE.. bleahx.. wasted so much time sleeping on fri and sat.. arghx.. cld have used those time to study.. sighx.. Kks.. its 5 more mins till bio timE. sobx.. studying bio simply sucks.. haix..and once again, i cant wait for the end of prelims. its simply horrendous. facade-x reminiscing 09:13 + + +  My inner child is sixteen years old!
facade-x reminiscing 14:12 + + + ahahx.. Kks.. i've decided.. to save the trouble.. heres what at liling's blog.. it all started with this.. "hi!! this is me.. and me is I and I am minE...ahahahx..lalalalx..ding dong!!! i HATE physics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! --> geri " ahahx.. i typed this after she blogged an entry.. thats on.yea.. then..she went to blog another entry... # Wednesday, September 17 # sigh.. studying for physics today.. and geri stop looking! anyway.. think she went bonkers. cos she started typing in my blog?!!? type rubbish somemore.. goodness.. anyway... i am so tired of physics.. sigh.. (geri!! stop laughing!) didn't really accomplish much today. sob.. shall go and do more later. hee.. think i will miss charmed tonight for physics! hahaha.. yea.. must know how to prioritise. hahahah.. sounds familar?? oh well.. shall go off now. geri is bugging me to go study! haha.. she loves physcis so much she can't wait to get back to it.. hmm.. there is also this poor man next to us that can't seem to get his computer working. sigh.. he's been trying for the last 10 minutes?? sigh.. think the com is spoilt. but he looks so grumpy i don't dare to tell him! geri: lalalx!! know why it sounds familiar?!?!? because.... THATS MY LINE!!!! ahahahx..lalax.. sOBBBbxxx.. Gan Li-Ling is bullying me like mad.. =( wahhhhh..sObx.. hELP!! ahhhhh..... *drowns* that is so not true!! stupid girl just made me fall of the chair! poor me.. geri: she so didnt!! im only sitting like 1/2 of the chair! btw, im supposedly dead and all the "geri" infront of all my sentences? its Li-Ling who added them..ahahx..obviously, she loves me so much.. aWwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww WHATEVER!! if i don't add that.. nobody would know its you! and people will think i am some crazy nut talking to myself! goodness! this is what studying physics has done to geraldine.. geri: heyx.. guess what?! im standing up now!!! ahahahx.. SEE! what a ........ *dead* (killed by.. *oh. realli dead*) this time she really made me fall. and the whole chair is shaking like mad cos lim geraldine elena is laughing non-stop! ENOUGH ahahahahahahahh ahahahx.. yupx.. thats the stupid funny thing. ahahx... btw, she was seriously the one bullying me and i so did not make her fall of the chair.. ahahx..that crazy girl just jumped off it herself. ahahx.. Kks.. enough..hafta go practice maths soon. SIGHERx.. oh btw, had phy prelims today. gOsh. horrendous.. hmx. managed to pack 20 chaps of phys yest. almost died. gdness.. i'll be super happy with just a C6? ahahx.. sigherx.. cant stand it.. facade-x reminiscing 13:59 + + + lalx..in the library now.. hmx.. am back.. in the midst of my prelims.. sighx.. broke my promise to myself.. sObx hmx..no paper today.. have a full day to study phy..it helps..but not a lot.. sighx.. anyway, so far, all the papers sux a thousand lot..qt horrendous.. sigherx.. shits man.. haix.. JC seems like a far away dream now.. sighx.. Kks.. need to go and study phy soon.. bleahx.. oh yea..theres totally no break at all next week..damn. theres at least a paper everyday. SIGHX..oh yea.. i forgot.. know what?! i was almost late for my SOCIAL STUDIES PRELIMS yesterday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ran to class. sat down and started the paper.. oh yea.. ran to the balcony to get my hairband also..ahahx.. oh gosh.. horrendous. oh yea.. mrs yeo din even realize i was there already until she was abt to sit down.. btw, im right beside the tchers table.. SOBXXXXXXXXx oh yea.. btw, ahhahahx.. check out liling's blog. ahahahahx.. gOsh.. oh yea.. (im back frm the dead.. for awhile until i get killed later again)..hmx..u'll understand what i mean after reading her blog..ahhax.. hmx.. see. the result of studying physics.. bleahx. facade-x reminiscing 16:23 + + + sighx. one more day. hmx.. tired.. just had tuition..again.. draining. ahahx..was having a damn stomachache during tuition..ahahx..couldnt really concentrate..comtemplated with myself over if i should like excuse myself or sth..but decided not to..ahahx.. was dying throughout the entire session.. ahah..got so tired towards the end, i kept copying the wrong quests. ahahx. tutor was like..die lahx..what are u doing. ahahx. gOsh..felt so bad. siGhx.. hmx.. i think this blog will be temporary closed till the 21st of Nov. yea..gotta study.. hmx.. but might just drop by once in a while.. ahahx...but till then.. yea.. lalax..seriously really cant wait for the 21st of Nov.. gOsh..to freedom!! ahhhh... then it'll be grad!! yEA!! it'll be so fUn.. ahahx..gonna stay overnight at the hotel..lalax..so fuNnn..cant wait. lalalx.. haven buy my grad dress yet though..oh wellx.. haix..should think of that so much noW.. SOBX. haix..Kks.. shall go catch a little slp and then continue doing ss.. sighx.. im so freakin dead. =( blog shall be temporary closed till the 21st November 2003.. i think... facade-x reminiscing 23:13 + + + hmx.. is it too purplish? ahahx.. hmx.. heck.. i like purple and whitE.. lalalalx.. sighx. gotta study soon.. blEahx.. ahahx..oh yea.. ended yest with 2 hrs of maths.. and started today with 3 hrs of maths lessons..gOsh.. sigherx.. gotta go study... facade-x reminiscing 12:35 + + + hmx.. been some time since i last came online.. been going to the library almost everyday to study.. yea.. and the first day im staying home to study.. im happily blogging away here. =| sighxx.. seriously didnt manage to get much work done today. bleahx..only did ss.. sighx..gonna have tuition later..so means for the whole of today, only ss and maths donE. sighx. prelims are so freaking near... hmx...gOsh. people's imagination runs wild like crazy.. really amusing.. yet somehow, a little disturbing. oh wells.. ahahx.. its nothing much anyway.. a relieve from all the stress thats building up... or perhaps its adding on to the stress? ahahahahx.. goSh. im such a lousy 'decider' =| hmx.. suddenly so many pple are asking for stories.. what stories?! Kks.. one huge story for all... In the year 2003, The University of Cambridge suddenly had a bright idea. The nothing-to-do-totally-board-likes-to-torture-young-kids Professors decided to bring forward the Singapore Ordinary Levels Examinations..which is by the way, set by them. They thought that this would be better because this would means perhaps they will be able to return the papers and send the results back earlier and perhaps, forgo the first 3 months..depending on prelims results. However, bad luck strikes. This terrible epidermic, SARS, hit Singapore and the Government decided to stop school for 2 weeks. This caused great happiness.. yet.. worry for most secondary 4 and J2 students..and of course, their dear darling teachers. (by the way, i really hope that prelims wont be counted this year.. BUT.. haix) Hmx..that doesnt matter much..anyway, time flies by and its 3 more days till prelims and a month and 2 wks more to Os.. yea.. and i, fantastically, have not finished my syllabus..not to mention touch most of them. so.. yea..(to be continued..) ahahx..nice story? yea.. a story for everyonE! shits. overtime.. tuition soon.. siGhx.. eileen, minghui, shingmin, andrew: hmx.. nice story? where did all the funny stuff come frm? ahahx.. hmx.. study hard.. take care lots.. and andrew, the lyrics are nice.. yupx.. facade-x reminiscing 18:17 + + + blogger is finally working..again.. hmx..went out the entire day today.. sighx.. hmx.. ahahx..started my day by going to church for the 7.30 normal mass..gOsh..was trying to keep myself awake..and i was quite successful i must say. ahahx.. anw, as i was saying.. i started my day by going to church..and ended it by going to Novena church for the Procession of Mary..ahahx..and in between, went out to study..but did only 1 paper of a maths! gOsh. and why?.. cox i was late..by 2 hrs!! sObx..ahahx..so paiseh.. anw, stood frm 5+ all the way to 8+ 9! gosh. legs are totally giving way.. hmx..oh..but minus the time i sat down for one of the homilies and the times when we kneeled down.. on the road!! know those roads whereby cars travel on? ahahx..yea. goSh. painful like crazy.. ahahx..the first few times were ok..but the last few were horrendous..ahahx..tried to use my legs to balance myself instead..while kneeling..ahahx..oh wellx.. oh yea..most of the songs were damn nice! love them..lalx..hmx..yea.. then Fr. Greg. Yong said that SARS stands for Say Another Rosary Singaporeans.. ahahx.. cox.. Singaporeans Are (sth..cant rem.) Scared..ahahx..he was dammit funny.. yupx..then left and headed home..ahhax..had a hard time getting out of the church considering the amount of people that were there..gdness..ahahx..they act. had policemen stationed there? yea.. hmx..walked to Novena mrt station and helena said her parents were coming to fetch her so she asked me to leave first..and now she say i pao qi her!! sObx.. and furthermore, she said tt her parents were all prepared to send me home. blehx.. ahahx..yea.. took a train home in the end. dammit fatigued. ahahx..took bus to the next bus stop..ahahx..was simply too tired to take a 10 mins walk.ahahx..blEhx. im so lazy..sobx. Kks..its 11.. shall go catch some sleep now and wake up earlier to get some work done.. yea..sigherx. cant wait for Os to end..sobx.. oh shits!! just rem.!! hafta collect the ss mock ans. for the class tmr!! oh crap.. and most of the class wont be going back i think... shits..shall go sort it out now..siGhx. helena: ahahax..u evil pig!!!!! sObx..oh well.. thanks anyway.. ahhax.. facade-x reminiscing 23:11 + + + haix. just got home frm RCIY.. was dammit late.. as usual. sigherx. oh wellx. not only left the house late, there was a stupid traffic jam. oh wellx. hmx. damn sianx. sept hols is here..but..cant enjoy. gotta study study and study every day. sighx. cant believe prelims are really here. Kks..believe it. i know. sighx. ss mock today. horrendous. somehow almost everyone already knows that its not gonna be collected. oh well.. yea.. did section a onli.. skipped section b and went to take the ans script frm mrs tan. ahahx. think she knows that we wont do the whole paper also..oh wells. sighx. hmx.. yea. oh yea. during the test mrs tan gave me a shock of my life man. ahahx..funny commotion. hmx.. then lings started laughing..which resulted in mrs tan beating my hand. blehx.. aHahahahahx..lings. ahahx. lalax. hmx.. yea. hmx. maths revision lesson tmr.. hmx. ahax..according to mrs yeo, this yr is the first time shes coming back during the sept hols to give extra lessons/remedials whatever. ahahx. sounds swt.. but reading in between the lines, means..our class is a lousy class! ahahx. pointed that out to mrs yeo today and she was like no lahx..dont think negatively. ahahx. madness.. yea! dinner is finally here. hungry.. Kks..shall go and dine now. oh sighx. shes here. dammit. oh yea.. marns: ahahx..confession time.. u did not tie yourself to your bag which was in turn tied to your chair. ahahahahx.. lalalx. =X nice ribbon ehx? ahahx.. facade-x reminiscing 23:01 + + + lalax. just got home from the library.. hmx. studied frm 12 till like 8+? sighx.. seems very long.. but.. i did very very little! have no idea why though. sighx. take so long just to finish one stupid chap. of SS.. in the end din manage to do many chaps..sighx. and im not even studying like last time. sighx.. i could act. memorise all the dates and stuff last time..but now.. tts like impossible. sigherx. haix. just remembered.. have to do mrs ong's dedi thingy. sighx. haf totally no inspritation. hows? die. hmx.. think shall go do some maths first then continue thinking after that. blehx. Kks.. shall go off now. haix.. hope i can stay awake. eyes are already starting to droop.. not good. sighx. must try all ways to stay awake.ahahx.. human alarm clock. ahahx. but qt inefficient. bleahx..ahahx..oOpxxx. oh wellx.. not like im a very good human alarm clock either. ahahx. siGhx. haix. the long wkend is coming to an end.. passed just like that. its simply too fast for me. =| haix facade-x reminiscing 22:38 + + + The days draw long and weary, when time's no longer there. confidence is filled with questions, strength replaced by fear. The assurdeness that I lay awake each day, is no longer to be found. As though my dreams and aspirations, were buried under ground. sigherx. time is really running out and its driving me nuts. 14 days till prelims. yay. facade-x reminiscing 22:01 + + + hmx. lalax.. just caught a little of madeline!! so cute.. lalax.. ms clavel is so cute! ahahx..shes qt pretty also! hmx.. and theres shakespear in love later! hmx.. shall watch and do maths at the same time.. means i'll hafta study ss right after i go offline. sighx. hmx. went yanx house to do lit proj today.. was late as usual =| sighx. am always late nowadays. sighx. shd get rid of this sick habit.. ahahx. overslept today.. blehx. was suppose to wake up earlier to study..but woke up earlier than planned.. so decided to go back to slp and bam. woke up late instead. sighx. oh wells. hmx.. finished the proj in 2.5 hrs.. not bad. vera was really hardworking.. sighx. yea.. then went for lunch and went to ying's place to study.. was suppose to study at KFC.. but decided not cox the environment wasnt very good. yupx. hmx.. did a maths paper 1.. gdness. the nov 2001 paper was horrendous. dammit. sighx. hope this yr's Os wont be so diff. SIGHX. going to the library to study.. haix. if i werent in sec 4, i'll be totally enjoying myself like crazy. sobx..think i've said this thousand of times already. ahahx. oh wellx. haix. haix. its really difficult in trying to please everyone at the same time. hard to zuo ren.. dluohs fah xuj tpek ym htuom tuhs.. haix.. sorryx oh yea.. eileen : ahahax.. special thanks for the heart! and dont worry.. they'll come. sooner or later.. they will. ahahx.. see ya.. take care lots ya.. yupx. facade-x reminiscing 21:25 + + + |
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