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Sunday, January 18, 2004
ahhhhh!! infuriating. second time in a row i din manage to save the bloody entry and the stupid thing closed down. arghs. sickening. it was 90% completed. bleahs. oh wells. anyway, survived another wk of sch. hms. din go for hockey orientation in the end. felt pretty intimidated by the pple there.. they all look so pro. =| hms. ended up sitting at the grand stand lookg at the volleyball and hockey training. hms. headed to jaslyn's house after that. did some hw and jaslyn and lings taught me how to play hockey! ahahs.. sobs. pressurizing. oh yea. i lost jaslyn's ball. sighs..feel so bad. =| gosh. just realized that statement sounded kinda sick. oh well..ahahs. anw, returned her a new one alr. hee hms. had religious lesson on thurs. ahahs. was feeling damn tired and cold in the morng. stupid freezing LT din help much. ended up yawning like nobody's business and sniffing like mad. ahhas..poor peter thought i was crying and i suppose he got qt a shock. aahs. kept asking what happened and was act wondering if it was perhaps due to the song or Bro Paul's talk. ahahs.. hilarious. lings, may and eunice said i was damn mean for cheating him since most guys are afriad of girls crying..ahahs. but then again, i din exactly tell him i was crying, did i. ahahs.. went serene centre with the class after that. received 1 outta 11 of the free lunches i earned. ahahs. hmx.. somehow, im now a 9-pointer. hee.. smart girl eh? lalas.. hms. realized that T08 is really qt a sick and informative class..ahahs. found out lotsa interesting things. hms. mass pe is simply horrendous. sighs. survival is real hard in JC. sobs.. oh yea..and theres x-ctry soon. still cant believe im in competitive! ahahs..actually the whole class is in competitive. mans..how the hell am i gonna finish running. sighs. theres dry run this tues. oh help.. went back to sn on fri. saw mrs tan, mrs sushilla and mrs chan, yanyun, pauline and cheryl! hms..miss that stupid wormbrian lots. ahahs.. funny and qt ncie comments the tchers made. ahahs..oh wells,it had been a long time. sighers. oh. am suppose to bring my bio and chem notes for mrs tan. sobs..cant bear to part with them. ahahs.. sighers. oh yea. din get to eat the canteen food! went back too late. SIGHS. anw, collected inspiration and played the huge chess at the pri block. stupid lings was so bent on winning she refused to end the game halfway. went for dinner after that with yanyun, jaslyn and lings. amanda couldnt go cox she was feeling sick. =| hms..anw, stupid far east chicken rice stall was close!! sighs. ate kfc in the end. was seriously starving by then. ahahs.. hms. was suppose to go over to may's place on sat.. but had alr made plans. oh wells.. hms. bought new clothes and stuff! yea.. suddenly cant wait for cny. lalas..hope can meet up with the tooty family. been such a longg time. sobs. esp yanx and ivana. sighs~ arghs. realized that i still have tons of hw left undone. sobx. suppose i hafta stay up tonight. sss. once again, cant stand jc life now. wonder how pple survive so well. mans. almost everything is damn difficult. to add on, theres no txtbk for history! sighs~ . i need to learn the skills of survival mans..haix~ facade-x reminiscing 17:46 + + + hms. alright. it has been qt some time since i last updated. hms. so much has happened and so much more has changed. sighs. orientation is over now..shall summarise the whole thing. hms. it wasnt as bad as i'd imagined. hee. hms. mon: found out our classes and split into the different classes and continued with orientation.. hms.. cant really remember what happened, except playing some games and got a shock upon realizing my class is one of the biggest in j1 with 26 pple. yeps..the class is pretty fun and enthu.. got qt bonded only after a few days. ahahs..hms. am taking maths, econs, hist. gosh. cant believe it. had swore that i'll nv ever take maths again. and now..ahahs. life. sighs tues: dragon boating. was pretty fun. thank gdness the boat din capsize. ahahs. was pretty worried abt that before the whole entire thing. was back in sch in the afternoon..din get the chance to shower..sobx. hms..and cant really remember what happened after that already. wed: cca fair. chose hockey and drama! and third choice, fencing. mans..am making qt a bit of changes here since sec sch. not sure which one i'll end up really taking though. =| hms..had a finale and did the mass dance. then, orientation ended. oh yea.. went to youth park with the class, played some games whereby u hafta pass a slip of cardboard with ur lips to the person beside u..and everytime 1 rd finishes, the cardboard will be cut into half. ahhas.. thurs: hmx..lesson started on thurs. gosh. tiring like crazy. seriously aint used to jc lectures and tutorials and the worst of all, pe. had to run 5 rds just for warm-ups alone!! did 30 push ups then took ht and wt. ahh..grew taller..due to unforseen circumstances. ahhas.. went back to st. nicks after sch. lings and denyse was crying like crazy when they saw the tchers. sighs.. went ard the sch and went back to the class. hee..it hasnt changed alot yet. still the one we painted and stuff..took some things back..oh shits. just remembered i still left sth in my locker. hais..nvm. anws, went to eat orange bowl! miss it like crazy. was savouring the massive track and field. ahahs.. sighs today: long day today. hms. received our timetable today. speechless. hms..lessons ended at 4.30 then went to celebrate gerard's bdae in the canteen. hms. the cake was really nice. headed to peter's hostel and stayed there till abt 7+. ordered pizza..which btw, took forever to arrive. ahahs..talked abt almost everything.ahahs.. pretty informative convo we had. hms..wasnt allowed to go up to the rooms though..hais. oh. thought that the hc's hostel are much nicer than the cj's one. ahahs.. really qt a bit much nicer. headed for rciy later, and was late for abt 20 mins? ahahs..sighs. but adrain came later though. hees..was trying my best to stay awake during the session. hms. was a pretty reflective session. sighs. jc life is gonna be tough like crazy. hate the fact that there's no textbks. sighs. esp history. sobx. am gonna hafta work so hard. oh..realized that my class pple are pretty smart and their english are like real good. sighs.. am so gonna die. aim high and be happy. -4 faith '03 motto ahahs facade-x reminiscing 22:32 + + + oh yea. was reading connexio yest night. sighs. all the memories, regardless sweet or bad were rushing through my mind. its like one scene after another. felt as if i was standing there looking at it, and yet couldnt stop it to remember them more clearly. sighs.and it has only been a day of new school life. somehow, it still doesnt seem to me like im really in jc now. its like im on some escursion to a sch and soon i'll be back in sn again. sighs.gotta get over it mans. hms. woke up late today. missed the morng masses.. decided that i should make full use of my wkends to slp in since i hafta wake up so early during the wkdays. hais. the trouble of school days. =| ahahs. just realized what a small world this place is. shu yar's bro is actually in the same og as me! ahhas..din realize it till just now. oh wells, og is gonna change tmr to the class already. sighs..scary. =| sighs. marns is confirmed not going for dragon boating. aunt just told me to skip one day of orientation. ahahs.. dilemma! want to, but dont want to. sobs. sighx.. am gonna be high on anxiety again tmr. hope i dont hyperventilate to death man. facade-x reminiscing 14:42 + + + alrights, first day of school yesterday. was horrifyingly tired after the whole thing. had a bugging headache and was so tired i fell aslp immediately after changing outta sch u. ice breakers aint that good. sighs. to top it off, there was absoutely no other sn girls in my og other than me. sighs~ almost hyperventilated to death while waiting for my og to be called. was the freaking last one and there was zero st nicks girls left sitting there. hms. the school wasnt as small as i had imagined.. was pretty ok. but the journey there is simply horrendous. gosh. 1hr++! kill me please. but i realized that i have another st8 bus there, so hopefully, its much shorter. sighers.. why. oh yea, they made us order our shirts and shorts yest..without even showing us a sample of the sizes. sighs. hms.. chose combi yest. after much thoughts and consideration, finally chose Maths, Econs, and History as first choice. cant believe im taking maths and econs. but well, maths is important. suppose i just hafta work freakingly hard. sobx. hms. will find out our classes on monday. sighs. its so scary. am praying hard that it'll be good. monday will be learning sch song..i think, then more orientation games, wet games with the class. sighs.. dont like wet games. =| tues will be dragon boating and more games. couldnt believe my ears when the tcher said tues the J1s will be going for dragon boating. almost fainted there and then. ahahs. dont know whether to be happy or not. sighs.. and dont know if i should hope to get the morng one or afternoon one. sighs..never knew orientation could be such a killer. wed will be the last day..with cca fair. sighs. another headache. hope things will get better. afterall, yesterday was only The First Day. talked to ivana last night. sighs. realized how much i miss that silly girl. seriously haven seen her in a long long time.. sobs. hope to see her soon. hms. went st. nicks cca fair today! missed the school a WHOLE lot. and mrs evelyn tan was saying it has only been a day. aaahs..true. went to the mits section then went to the dance studio to meet ying and helly. yanx had training and ivana had to go back to sch so they cldnt make it. =( hms. saw zhuang lao shi and talked to her for awhile. ahahs..she was saying how we always dont listen to her when she ask us to sit properly and all that stuff, and now that we have gone through it..even for a day, we know how true all the tchers advice and nags were. sighers. met mrs sng and told her not to disclose our results to her class when it comes out. ahahs. hms..walked ard then went to the canteen and stayed there for qt a while. cca fair ended pretty early this yr, so we left for J8. helly was feeling damn tired so she left first. went to ying's house and played mahjong! hee.. played 24 rounds. mans..almost died of backache after that. ahahs.. hms..won 8 rounds! not bad lahs..beginner. sighs. i dont want monday to arrive. =| facade-x reminiscing 22:22 + + + happy new year! schs gonna start tmr. dammit. how time flies..ahhh.. sighs. have not found out my OG yet. hope there'll be someone that i know from that group. sighs. this is so damn freaky. sighs. have no idea how it'll be like, what to do. arghs. and the worst thing is the journey! heard its damn freakin long. sighs..hope its not as bad as i think it would be. sighs. its 2004 already. sobs. hms. class gathering, countdown plus helly's bdae yest. pretty fun..ahahs. made it in the end. felt quite sick initially though..talked for awhile then went to watch school of rock. hms.. fell aslp lapabout 3/4 through the show..with my head resting on ying's.. hahs..was so freakin tired. ahahs..thank gdness her leg din go numb. hms..ate..think i was blind mans..din see all the food there..ahahs. in the end stupid ying was pointing and naming all the food to me..ahahs.. hms..then talked then cut bdae then went to play mahjong. ahahs.. learnt it for the first time. and won 3 rounds! hee.. mans..din know it was so addictive. hms. cant wait to play it again with them. sighers..gonna miss 4 faithians lots. =| ahahs.. one of the game was played from last yr to this yr. ahahs..sighs. hms.. took a lift frm ying's dad home. ahhas..there was 5 pple in the backseat! hms..then finally went to slp at 3+ and woke up at 11.30 hais. and so, 2003 is over and its the start of a new year. ahahs. made certain usual resolutions like must nv leave last minute work, always study for tests blah blah. will..must really keep them this year. cannot take my As like how i took my Os like that.. nv ever leave it till last min. ahahs..hope i keep them. sighs. hais. must choose combi tmr already. how to? hms.. wanna take cross fac.. hope they allow. sighers. theres gonna be huge tough decisions to make. sighers. i hate these stuff. hms..going back to st nicks for cca fair on sat. then out with the tooty family! hms. cant wait..yanx aint back yet..hope she can make it on sat.. sighers. and again, time really flies. sobx facade-x reminiscing 19:15 + + + |
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