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Saturday, February 28, 2004
SAT and Mother Tongue no longer required for university admission!!!! lalass. im glad they cancelled sats..almost registered for the upcoming sats in may. oh gosh. things are looking up! am sooooo thankful. hms..but im not so sure abt the mother tongue thing. sighs. this world is such a perplexing world. =| is it good or not? *siGhx* hms. took a trip down to sa today. GOSH. its so freaking far! -faints- doubt i'll put sa in my top few choices.. sighx. nice place..but its just too far. dont wanna spend my entire life travelling. =| stupid ying wanted to take 166 after that..and we spent an hour on the bus ride alone! goodness. almost died ahahs..passed by Raffles, Chinatown and Little India! ahahs..too bad din pass by Geylang. sighs. almost everyone dont think i should stay in cj.. sighs. i really dont know. sobx. decisions decisions. hate making decisions. sighers. realized its not possible to crash certain jcs cos they dont have sch on mon to wed. sighs. oh wells.. helly: ahahs.. oopx. paiseh. i meant yanx went for training and helly went for CL. ahahs..satisfied? facade-x reminiscing 22:06 + + + Kks.. O levels results were released yesterday. 27 02 04. hais. sn's 2003 batch didnt manage to do as well as the previous batches. sighs.. oh well. expected i guess. in any case, am really quite satisfied with my results. it might not be that great to others, but im personally very contented with it. yups. to top it off, i got A for both maths! and i din fail physics..even though with just 2 days of studying. hee. triple miracle =) scored a total of 5 As and managed to get my name on the board! never dreamt that i'll make it there. super thankful.. hee. hms. was quite a hectic day.. went to cj in the morng.. oh yea. gabs & peter brought us to the gents to have a lil tour. ahahs. anw..then off to town next and lingered ard there till 1+ then headed off to sn to collect results. ahahs..was initially supposed to meet ying and helly in st nicks at 12+..but decided against it after yanx's call. realized that i will know how the school did & might accidently know my results even before the official release. yupx. sighers. oh yea..yanx got the Lee Poh See Best Sports Girl award!! so proud of my silly buddy. congrats dear!! hms. in any case, i totally freaked out after every1 saw their paper and mine was still turned down. ahahs.. simply din have the guts to open the paper. sobx. ahahs.. thx to all who were there trying to get me to open the shitty thing. ahahs..esp yanx and ying! stayed in sch with helly, yanx and ying and ate orange bowl! yum. talked for quite some time then helly & yanx had to leave for training and cl respectively. =| headed to town..again. with ying then to church. hee.. every1 at church was so excited for me..felt... good. ahahhas. it was a happy happy dayyyy. =) oh T8 pple are damn smart. half of them scored 9 pts! wows.. am utterly utterly impressed. congratulations! hms. now theres the dilemma of whether to stay or to move on. sighs. facade-x reminiscing 19:03 + + + sighs. have not studied for history yet, though i had extra time. =| sighs. heck. told mum just now that im not gonna study for it and its really time to enjoy now before this period of time is over. ahahs.. and she allowed! hee..shes in a real good mood today. lalas am real impressed with jas. she actually managed to keep to her abstinence faithfully! idiot me broke it in the middle of the day. sighs.. danker left and theres some new hockey coach now that jas cant stand upon the first sight.. but hes pretty alright subsequently. however, hes damn tough!.. compared to danker. shits. gonna die die dieeeeeeee.. was so freaking tired after the thing. ahahs..amy lee was pretty nice today during training. shes not that bad afterall. hee.. shall try my best to do all her gp hw. ahahs.. sighs. results will be released this coming friday. its only 2 days away. mans..it feels as if it was just a week or so ago that i was complaining that the Os are coming so. hais..how time flies. sighers oh yea. just remembered. after 2 months of attending sch in cj, i just found out today that i actually pass by sajc every morning! ahahs..got qt a shock when i opened my eyes and saw the huge sch name.. thought i missed the cj stop..but apparently, i didnt. thank goodness. lalals. sighs..tired. mans. this entry is fos. =| lalals..its the season of Lent! time for repentence.. turn away from sins =) ash to dust and dust to ash.....lalas facade-x reminiscing 22:28 + + + just more corruption sinking in ok. another week has passed and its another week nearer to the end of the slacker period =| hms. double period pe is getting funner and funner each week..hms. hope this doesnt jinx it or sth. had some obstacle course thing whereby u hafta first jump over the suicide window, which i utterly embarrassed myself, and climb above the monkey bars and cross the entire thing, finishing up with 5 or more pendulum swings. hee.. was scared out of my wits.. the next one was some issac lim "advanture"..whereby its a run outta sch then thru a forest, pushups in the forest..yeeks!.. then thru the 'huanted' house then.. thru one long dark yeeky disgusting drain filled with spider webs, goos and things that i cant see.. gross. hms. was so freaking dark & i kept bumping into michelle's butt. =| ahahs..hms. found ourselves in this massive canal where u hafta find ways to get up..only 3 pple were allowed to use the ladder. hms. the guys helped the girls up and then climbed up themselves. was freaked initially with both sessions.. but after completing it, it was just a sense of satisfaction and joy. the week was filled with many ups and downs. friday didnt go too well.. got scolded for being...again. hate it. perhaps its just a joke, but these stuff does affect to a certain extent. sighs. was dreading the entire day..and it was a real long day to top it off. hais.. no idea why the feeling was such.. sighs. simply wasnt in the mood. classmates asked if i was psming. hahs. i guess so too. =( anws, attended the religious thingy after sch. the songs were so saddening. hais.. nodded off qt a few times.. mans.. ahahs. jas's friend was saying sth like.. God is there waiting for u, being there and u all are sleeping away. =| missed a few hockey trainings alr. hais. still cant get used to the 3 times a wk thing! mans.. slacker. i need a slack cca.. perhaps will get kick out soon by amy lee for ponning cca. hais..its just the 1st 3 mths.. results are rumoured to be out by this week. ahhh.. want it, yet dont want it. i guess almost everyone shares the same sentiments. by then, will be in a situation of making decisions and being in dilemmas again. hais. once again, this is such a perplexing world. damnations of the world. still one hell of a swinger. -sucky- facade-x reminiscing 18:50 + + + The hidden treasures of my heart, In secret kept, in silence sealed; The thoughts, the hopes, the dreams, the pleasures, Whose charms were broken if revealed. The days may pass in gay confusion, the nights in rosy riot fly, While, lost in Fame's or Wealth's illusion, The memory of the Past may die. But there are hours of lonely musing, Such as in evening silence come, When, soft as birds their pinions closing, The heart's best feelings gather home. Then in our souls there seems to languish A tender grief that is not woe; thoughts that once wrung groans of anguish Now cause but some mild tears to flow. feelings, once as strong as passions, Float softly back - a faded dream; Our own sharp griefs and wild sensations, The tale of others' sufferings seem. when the heart is freshly bleeding, How longs it for that time to be, When, through the mist of years receding, Its woes but live in reverie. it can dwell on moonlight glimmer, On evening shade and loneliness; while the sky grows dim and dimmer, Feel no untold and strange distress Only a deeper impulse given By lonely hour and darkened room, To solemn thoughts that soar to heaven. Longing for peace and love to come. facade-x reminiscing 00:27 + + + sighs. sch starts tmr again. had a long wkend..considering i did not go to sch on thurs and fri. ahahs. but..sighs, did not finish up all my hw, nor did i study for econs & chinese test either. am starting to be such a bloody slacker. =| 2 wks more and the results will be out.. keep having the mindset that i should lax all i want now.. and mug real hard after the famous First Three Months. hahs. all my new year resolutions failed. =( did not go for the hockey match at spe yesterday. ahhs. got quite lost halfway and we were running pretty late. thus, we decided to just not go and go chill instead. ahahs. went swensen! hms..couldnt finish the ice cream in the end and we played the stupid number game where u hafta take a spoonful of the disgusting ice cream if u hit the number the person was thinking of. yeeks. oh.. and liling drank the whole thing up as a dare..and earned 50 bucks! mans..thats easy money.. that is if she doesnt get food posioning. ahhas.. moulin rouge tonight! sighs. its gonna bring back those sweet memories..esp in sec 2. hais. 2 hope was so crazy over all the songs..just kept singing and singing and singing. ahahs.. sighs. ahahs..yanx used to call my voicemail and sing come what may to it..gosh. was hilarious. oh..and its gonna remind me a whole lot of char also. ahahs. silly girl. wonder hows she in aust. sighers..simply love the songs. sighs. bittersweet memories. cant get them out..yet cant sink them into my head. am getting too sentimental and sticking on to the past too much for my own good. time to look ahead! blehs. facade-x reminiscing 13:21 + + + I follow the night Can't stand the light When will I begin To live again? One day I'll fly away Leave all this to yesterday What more could your love do for me? When will love be through with me? Why live life from dream to dream? And dread the day when dreaming ends facade-x reminiscing 00:17 + + + first cross country of my life today. ahahs. survived it..whole freaking 4.2 =) din get anything though..hais. expected. hmx. anwyay, sth embarrassing happened after the run.. i actually walked into the gents! shits.. thank goodness i walked into the bathing area.. which btw, has no one there, instead of the other side. phew. it took 2 guys to frown at me and lings telling me she went to the toilet after stepping out of the gents then did i realize that i act walked into the wrong toilet. sighs. hmx.. was damn hyper this morng. was laughing at almost everything. stupid khai and gabriel were inmitating me laughing..which made me laugh even harder. sighs. was damn tired during the later part of the day though. sobx. sighs. maths and econs test tmr. think im gonna get like 0 for both tests. sObx. hate it. why the hell am i taking maths.. madness. sighs. lifes a bugger sumtimes. facade-x reminiscing 20:16 + + + im so tired im ready to drop dead anytime soon. had training today. come to think of it, it was quite slack. but didnt really feel that way while running the 3 rounds. think im falling sick. =| throat is hurting and my nose is just running as if its preparing itself for a marathon. hais. x-ctry on monday. hope i'll survive. headed to thomson plaza for BK. sat there for eons while waiting for lings to get her card done. ahahs. jaslyn swore that the stupid booth we were in contains some seductive force that causes u to not want to move at all once u settle in. it was so comfortable..ahahs. met charlene! oh. bloody appetite of mine is growing like nobody business. sighs~ been eating so much of lates. aahhh.. swear im gonna explode and die in a perhaps a few days or months time if i continue eating like that. blehs. sad case. accompained lings to yishun after that to get her ezlink card done. poor girl lost her wallet with everything inside. sighers. anw, met my mum there and got a lift home. lings wanted to go to the library, so, once again, accompanied her there. stupid library was about to close soon so we were rushing all over the place like mad idiots. hms.. met eileen! that girl is starting to look more and more like an A.. ahhas..eileen.. are u? went home, bathed and left for dinner. arghs. almost died of boredom and 2nd hand smoke. poor lungs must have acquired two whole new layers of dirt after today. =( went home at only 11+ 12. sighs. totally shagged. had inititally planned to spend the whole wkend doing hw and studying for the thousands of tests next wk. but, hais.. as usual, there wasnt time..and energy left after a whole day to do anything. wasted a day, once again. arghs. the thought of all the tests nxt wk simply puts me off. cant stand it. sighs..dont even feel as if i've settled in alr yet and definitely have not grasp hold of jc life and esp work yet. bummer. voice is going off & mum just forced me to take medicine. ahahx.. sighs. not much hope of falling real sick during the wkdays alr then. sighs. was hoping that i can miss a few days sch legally. oh wells. nvm. siandedfied.mum is bugging already. zhen shi de.. shes getting worried so easily nowadays. really bad for both hers and my health. ahahs. hais..sleep is such a wonderful, terrific, yet time wasting hobby. oh yea. antuan is leaving on the 10th. sighs~ means wont get to see him anytime soon. bummer. why is everyone leaving?! singapore is such a wonderful place. ahahs.sighs. simply irritating. still swinging. =| facade-x reminiscing 00:38 + + + swinging up, swinging down, swinging left, swinging right. sighx~ hate it. din go for rciy today again. feel awfully guilty. hms. went dinner with mum instead..the buttered prawns were fantastic. hms. thats besides the point though. bleahs. sighs. aint good. shall make sure i go for rciy nxt week.. shall not be tempted to go anywhere else or with anyone else. yea. i must. hais. it sucks when ur willpower is like at a negative level. training tmr. ahhh..really not used to having cca on so many days and not being able to slack lots. hais. =| facade-x reminiscing 23:07 + + + hms. finally got a chance to blog.. theres so much to blog, but as usual, so little energy and time to blog everything down. in any case, somehow, i managed to land myself in detention in just 4 weeks of sch, handed up gp hw to econs tcher and failed gp dignostic test. yeeks. still cant believe i landed myself in detention. what luck. first detention of my life. sighs~ ahhahs..haix..decided to pon chinese tutorial on wed. ahahs.. and then may wanted to pon too..so, since 2 outta 3 were missing, guess the tcher shd know that it was deliberate ponning. sighers. detention was suppose to be on fri frm 5 to 7..but we only had to complete our hw..so, served 30 mins of it only! hees.. amanda was cursing like crazy. ahahs..rushed home and was suppose to leave for rciy after that..but the min i reached home, i felt so tired and everything, fell aslp and missed rciy. sighs..guilty. =| hms. hockey training yest. was pretty ok..but still intimidating. =| hmx.. arrived a lil late though. sighs. had to take cab and the stupid cab driver drove past cj and had to turn one whole big round back. was fuming mad..almost strangled him to death if he din stop the meter then.. sighs..anyway, i had no idea michelle was still waiting for me at the bus stop. only got to call her after doing all the sprints and stuff..sighs..feel so bad. anyway, training ended early so we rushed down to liling's place then to ikea for lunch. shopped ard a lil then rushed down to body world. hms.. was really quite an eye opener. felt really tempted to touch the displays, but din dare and din wanna embarrasse myself either..ahahs.. but there was this brain and liver that can be felt legally though. felt really rubbery and..erms..plastic life? resisted the little urge to peel this part that was hanging out...it looked so fragile. hms..had so many questions in mind, but no one to ask. sighs. oh..all the parents there were explaining to their kids the body parts like as if its naturally that a parent will know these stuff..ahahs..doubt my mum knows though. hms.. jaslyn and i were pretty hyper and cldnt stop laughing at every single thing. and that stupid girl keeps stepping on my foot. hms..but i grew pretty tired after all the hyperness and was pretty much as lings says, a walking zombie. really tired.. and a headache on top of it. hms..went off at 6+ and rushed down to bishan with jaslyn to meet yanx.. thank gdness she was late too..hees.. went to ying's house for some cny thing.. played mahjong too! mans..that game is really addictive. then headed home at 12+ and the day was gone. sighers.. cant believe how fast wkends past. =( oh yea.. realized that sji really has a very entertaining way of celebrating their friend's birthdays. ahhas.. was really interesting and fun. ahahs.. poor bdae guy though.. might not be able to celebrate their sons bdae next time. hms..rest of the days were pretty normal i guess. wake up, dread sch, go to sch, dread tutorials, long day, end sch, go out, head home, slp. yea..sighs. haven had a single day of going st8 home after sch yet.. always dont have the time and energy left for hw after everything.. hais..aint good. furthermore, theres econs, chinese and gp tests nxt wk. arghs. sickening. oh. pe still sux big time. cross country was cancelled due to the immense downpour on thurs.. postponed to 9th feb instead. ahahs..hope yanx can make it then. hais. sighs. realized my classmates are all pretty smart. sighs. they have a really good command of english. gosh. feel so intimidated, hebetudinous and arghs..stupid. =( did this vocab wksht the other day and was unable to ans. most of the qn w/o asking gab. sobs.. better brush up on my lang and all my other subjs. sighs. jc work is such a dread. sighs. miss secondary life.. class gathering tmr at joy's place to eat pork. ahahs. classmates decided to call it Pork Day..in comemoration of hari raya. ahhas.. facade-x reminiscing 22:25 + + + |
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