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Thursday, May 27, 2004
somehow i dont feel the anxiety or anything for the mid yrs..esp for tmr's GP and listening compre. and its not as if i've been doing well..or even reasonable for all the cas and stuff. =| perhaps its due to the fact that in we never had mid yr exams in st nicks.. dont feel to impending need to study or whatever. haix. must must start reading those notes soon.. in any case, its so so so wonderful to have a break off sch today. the hols are finally here! hms.. but sadly, theres the mid yrs too. bugger facade-x reminiscing 13:14 + + + its annoying how certain people doesnt realize what they're doing are simply down right two face. its even more annoying how certain people can go around proclaiming that they are in no way two face even though that was what exactly how they have been behaving the whole time. u just dont go around 'secretly sowing discords' and no way are u suppose to go to this person and be all swt to him/her and totally discredit the other, while at the same time, doing the exact same thing..being swt and all to the other and discrediting the former person! arghs. not once, not twice.. but so many times!! simply gets on my freaking nerves.. not that im all saint or whatever, but arghx. never in my life have i seen such behaviour. i mean if u wanna hear both sides of the story, u either stay mutual, or..whatever, but never never ever.. oh~ nvm. annoying shit. and some people just cant shut their mouth up.. as it was said, 'dont even need to count the times some people stop talking, cause they never do' hahs. annoying crap. keep quiet for goodness sake. sometimes, silence is seriously golden. arghx. pisses the hell out of me. crap. perhaps this is too much. think perhaps im seriously going too far and stuff.. but, wth, every1 has their dislikes, dont we? haiya. im so irriatatingly annoying. haiya. the world is not only perplexing, its doubly ironic and not to mention, annoying. facade-x reminiscing 21:58 + + + yesterday's turn ups for cip was simply pathetic. only 5 outta 19 turned up and 1 left halfway through. aiyo. in any case, on the bright side, it wasnt that fruitless after all. hmx..its so saddening to be old. u'll be old, weak, fragile and abandoned. =( facade-x reminiscing 15:51 + + + cj sports carnival in the morng. hms. wasnt anything fantastic or even good.. made sn's 04 sports day looked good. ahahs. oh wells. met up with sylvia & yijun after tt. was the only asshole walking ard in cj's pe attire for the whole night =| din expect myself to stay till so late..sighers. temptations of the world. oh. am absoutely utterly horrendously broke now. sigherx. ate sakae and nydc's mudpie! yum..its so good. then caught troy! double yay~ fantastic show i must say. ohh.. wont mind watching it a second time.. esp if someone was to pay for me. hees.. oh nice nice show. hms. tried to remember certain phrases..but there were so many.. only remember a few in the end. esp like the "..and i'll stand over ur corpse and smile" oh. love it! hEeess.. walked ard after the show and i suddenly have the urge to shop! cant wait for the hols..sighs. hms. then got a lift home frm sylvia. and that silly girl drove!! ahh..im so sickeningly jealous. fancy driving at the age of 17..arghs. damn the internation license. sighers! she has no sch, no word, get to live like a tai-tai, get to travel ard the world.. AHH! im so jealous. sighers.. oh yea! was walked passed these indian actors & actresses today. ahahs..hilarious. we comfortably strolled passed their cars and got a fantastic view of them while their fans were screaming and being blocked behind bars. ahahs..and we act got to go so near..how ironic. damn hilarious. ahahs. sighs. another fruitless day without any work done. =( had been a wk since i last got any work done. sobx. this is really bad. guess i shd get down to some serious work tmr.. hais. facade-x reminiscing 23:25 + + + Singapore Robotics Games at downtown east today. sighs. and yet another disappoinment. thought the "geraldine mouse" would be able to churn out a not bad timing.. but, who knows, it din manage to clock anything. oh wells.. i suppose its another evidence that it seriously doesnt like me.. but.. wth? how can that be possible.. ahahs. no fate.. sighs in any case, stayed up last night to help ac, whos helping me, with the prog. was pretty alright at first..then went crazy.. then was alright again in the morng.. thought everything was fine already..but there wasnt time to check the burn in eprom. so thats where the prob lies during the comp itself. it cldnt even sense the walls initially. oh gosh. its hardware prob every year.. gosh. not fated. hms. but in any case, really gained some precious experience frm all these comps.. and not to mention all the new knowledge and other stuff too.. =) ahahs.. oh wells.. the vicious cycle of life once again. ahh! mm withdrawal symptoms again. haix. ahahs..cant believe it aiyo. so many things up these days. increasing amt of work, projects, tests, mid yrs! oh help.. i did mention that i hate jc life right.. sighx. i wonder if i was acting smart by taking 4 subjs.. sumtimes i wonder why am i talking arts subjs when i score better in sc subjs for exams.. gotta be realistic in sg.. wont get anywhere far if u follow ur passion and yet, cant do well. wth. 2 nights of not enough slp is beginning to take its toll.. cant stand it. din even realize the stupid speech mistakes i made and cant seem to think properly.. haiyo. i need to slp my life away.. i need someone to fulfil my wish.. facade-x reminiscing 15:50 + + + Those born in JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Prone to having stomach and dieting ! problems. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. ahahs.. hms.. perhaps tts quite accurate to a certain extent.. though not exactly the hardworking and no difficulties in studying part..ahahs. thats total crap. tsk. facade-x reminiscing 01:32 + + + alrights. another thousand years had passed since i last blogged. this is bad. realized lotsa pple can memorise my last entry. oh wells.. im back. one main thing: my laziness is totally killing me. so, besides the usual sch, homework, cca etc etc.. nothings up. oh and a great amount of pressure put upon us by all the tchers. yups. every teacher expects us to get really good grades. oh help. and i dont even know whats going for maths..and now econs and constantly not passing my history. perhaps taking 4 subs wasnt such a good choice after all. the constant reminder that theres no room for failures just make one so tired and weak and perhaps wanna simply quit. human nature to take the easier way out.. but..hais. theres always the buts.. oh wells. hms. will be going for the leadership training camp in june. heard its gonna be an overnight thing this time round. sighs. once again, damn that pearls system. ahahs. blog entries are getting so boring. theres nothing much to blog anyway. everydays just a vicious cycle. same old stuff happening over and over again with lil spices and the ups and downs every now and then.. realized that moods are swinging qt a bit for qt a lot of pple. i suppose its the stress? ahahs. sometimes i wonder if theres really the pressure present or are we just seriously stressing ourselves out. hms. another thing to add on to the perplexions of the world. oh yea. nxt wks a hell. history outlines, history test and history presentation. my all time fav subj is taking the life out of me now. hais. sad life. another sad thing.. although certain tchers cant teach, they're still really nice pple whom u can talk to and u'll like her qt a bit if she wasnt teaching u..however, theres another type of tchers that not only cannot teach, they simply sux.. aint a good teacher, aint a nice person..only serves to bring misery to others. hms.. am i being mean.. hms..nahs~ i cant stand her. arghs. hms. think im getting mean-er and mean-ier each day. ahahs.. cant stand my own meanness. eww.. but sometimes, things happen so often, it sorts of become a natural reaction. ahahs.. cant be helped. im definitately not self-disciplined. haiya. oh ya! half the archives for my tag-board seemed to have disappeared. sobx.. furthermore, those are the recent ones! sigherx. Kks. obligation fulfilled. getting too lazy to even blog nowadaes. its becoming such a chore. ahahs.. oh well. special hi to elle and inami: i blogged! hees. facade-x reminiscing 23:15 + + + |
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