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Friday, November 26, 2004
ahahs.. communication vs. respect. i think both are equally impt actually.. and trust? hms.. ahhas. hms. was just thinking.. it really is possible to snap out of a bad mood if we really want to. but then again, sometimes, we dont really want to. its like we may even enjoy being down. hms..yea. come to think of it, a bad mood actually gives one a sense of power and control over a situation..or over another person.. right? its like when someone offends u, u may be tempted to prove how terrible he or she was and to make that person feel guilty by making urself feel out and down. in addition, if we simply forget abt it and get on with life, we tend to feel like we're letting the other party off too easily. so. we dont wanna be in a constant bad mood, and yet we dont wanna let pple off too easily. ahhas..the complications of the human condition. ahahs. sleepless nights leads to these stupid thoughts. oh wells.. sighs. tried to start on both history hw.. but to no avail. sighs. arghs. still in a dilemma as to which subj to drop. dont think its exactly wise to keep 4 subjs..but then again, i have no idea which to drop! ahahs. it all just comes back to sq 1. useless thinking. once once again.. time is passing too fast for my own good. facade-x reminiscing 14:43 + + + saw ms monica toh today!!.. i think. ahahs. should be her. hms. was pretty surprised. so shes still well and kicking. ahahs..looks like those nonsense info about her illness and stuff are nonsense. either that or she has recovered. wows. ahahs. recognized her from her ever booming voice..then kept staring, wondering if it was her. ahahas..anw, came to the conclusion that it Should be her. yups. ahahs..miss her famous "ming bu ming bai".. hms. was just wondering.. generally, is communication or respect more important in order for relationships of any kind to sustain?.. facade-x reminiscing 21:56 + + + arghs. the picture cant be uploaded again. oh wells.. nvm. shall change it. hms. think im going insane. been slping super late for the past week. could only slp at ard 3+ 4+ a.m. and then waking up even before 8. goodness. its so out of character. ahahs. usually have no probs slping at all. anytime, anywhere. thats why its my forte. anw, perhaps to make up for the lost slp, somehow i managed to sleep from 12 to 12 yesterday. ahahs. so screwed up. in any case, realized that raw carrots are pretty nice actually. ahahs.. its not as gross as expected. a good substitute for chips during tv shows and stuff. ahahs. lets u have something to chew on and its healthy. good food. and it also makes u high occassionally. ahahs. facade-x reminiscing 16:15 + + + im back! ahahs. seriously been aeons since i last blogged. 10 more days and it would be a full 2 mths? and as usual, so many things have happened, so much more bittersweet stuff to be added into my ever deteriorating memory. hmx. first thing first. cleared promos! Thank God. considered how wonderfully unprepared i was, i guess it was fine. yups. second thing, oh thank God again, finally finally, completed project work!! never thought it would end. hms. not all that fantastic, but i guess we managed to pull it through? anw, the important thing now is that its over! thirdly, took my ever last (should be) chinese exam on 2 wks back. kinda weird, but that means extra time! hms. as for the results, worry for it again at a later time. yups..so with all these done and over, will moving on to J2 very soon.. pretty scary come to think of it. have not even gotten used to the concept of being in JC and stuff and suddenly im ending..actually, ended my year 1. sighs. seriously time to straightened up and get things done..well. almost 3 wks into end of year hols. time, as usual again, is passing ever ever so fast! theres simply not enough time for everything. and of course, as usual once again, not enough time for homework. ahahs. oh wells~ oh yea, thats another thing. hafta go master some time management skills if i wanna continue to survive in the cold, cruel world of history. been putting everything related to school aside since chinese As ended, terrible. keep having this nagging feeling and yet doing nothing abt it. living life as if theres no next year. ahahs. oh wells, shall pick it all up by the end of Nov, hopefully. 4 faith gathering today at annabelle's. ahahs.. gillian and all did some sort of investigation frm index no. 1 to 38. ahahs..had hilarious outcomes and stories. hms.. class gatherings nv fail to be loud, noisy, embarrassing and of course, funnn. too bad not everyone turned up though. oh. not visiting sis this year anymore. sighs facade-x reminiscing 01:27 + + + |
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