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Monday, January 09, 2006
yr 2006. happy new yr! surviving the 2nd wk of work. now i understand the pains of tchers. always taking them for granted and making fun of them.. doing everything except treating them like real humans... haha. horrid horrid. thats what they call retribution. i miss sch.. to be more precise, i miss life as a student. hah. cant believe im saying this.. but i really miss it! i miss those times where u can just spend the day w friends and just go to sch..when theres no exams of course. i miss my friends. =/ feel so horrendously old now. its awful. think im seriously hitting mid life crisis. ahh. help. somehow i feel like im stuck in between no where. neither young nor old. it sux. more than sch..i miss the days whereby im only responsible to myself..more or less. every thing i do or dont do is reponsible to me myself and i. if i dont study, its my loss. if i study, good for me. yet now, this new reponsibility is killing me. hate this commitment! freaks me out sometimes really. and of cos not forgetting those wonderful student benefits.. the student fare for bus concession's alr taken away.. and more to be taken away still. = ah. travelling ard is SO expensive now. horrid. living and surviving on a daily basis. taking one thing at a time. haha. whole load of new experience its overwhelming. 2 months.. neither long nor short. hai. just hope i can survive it and everything will go smoothly. ah. too much to handle. seriously having nightmares every single night. facade-x reminiscing 16:40 + + + |
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