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Saturday, April 29, 2006
almost pathetic a world of delusion. we thought life as students was difficult. i miss those times. not a single day went by without something new and, to put in a positive manner, exciting happens. never once in my life had i seen so many things in just a couple of months. and never in my life have i felt so disappointed, frustrated, bitter and yet thankful, amused and glad at the same time. and above all, never have i felt so old before in my entire life. think i kinda screwed it up after all facade-x reminiscing 23:50 + + + i got it. finally. Thank God facade-x reminiscing 00:18 + + + moe interview horrendous. think i pissed that guy off with my tactless, yet i still think, honest personal opinions. stupid me. shd have known better than to "criticise" the system. oh well. cant even say much here. hm. doesnt matter really. to think i wasted so much energy and poor ying's hear whining and complaining after that. haha think i sux at interviews. crap. cant think properly. sprout a whole lot of nonsense and then regret later when its too late. heh. intense pressure. pleading insanity facade-x reminiscing 22:42 + + + ugh. stupid ungrateful pigs. cant stand those pple that shows not a single bit of appreciation. not as if im asking for eternal gratefulness or anything near that.. no. not even near that. just some bit of appreciation. simple gestures... even no gestures as long as nothing funny comes up. sickening. some pple just have no concept of shame and embarrassment and above all else, control, respect and that basic manners. sickening i know i shdnt be complaining. i chose this after all. had a choice... well.. at least something that looked like a choice. hah. but in any case, have come to realise that complaining and whining (in acceptable and reasonable situations) can really be quite therapeutic. facade-x reminiscing 13:46 + + + had to deal with 3 universities on monday. way too tiring smu interview: ran to the sch frm the admin block and was asked to wait for 15 mins. interview was horrifying. nus: went all the way down, took one too many detours, finally found the place and all i did was to give one piece of paper. anit-climax. ntu: called to ask if i have any brothers. odd. facade-x reminiscing 01:33 + + + |
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